It's hard to know the plans of the Big Man in the sky. It seems as though things are completely sporadic and if they are planned, they're over planned. One minute I have no job and none lined up for the next three weeks, and the next minute I'm subbing for a week and a half for a lady on vacation in Mexico and immediately after taking over for a woman on matrnity leave. So I'm committed to at least the next 7 weeks of full time work. Then a woman approaches me wanting to know if she could recommend me for her position from which she is resigning post haste. This would be a better paying, full time till the end of the school year postition. The best part about it is that it is the job that I am going to school to do! Now, I am not yet qualified but they are out of options for credentialed people, so they are moving on to those of us who are promising prospects that could handle the job.
It's all very confusing to me. I now am not sure what I'm supposed to do. And I really want that other job. Badly. But I'm as sure as convinced that they won't pick me for the job. I feel that I'm not experienced enough and those against whom I am competing for the job are thus experienced. But they like me. I have been very blessed by God's usage of my personality to give me a good name in this school.
So, what's the deal?
One minute a ton of work, the next minute none. Not that I mind. I like breaks and I like the work. So I'm pretty much happy wherever I end up. I guess that means that I should stop worrying about it and just trust God to work it out. But a little reassurance would be nice.
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