9.17.2010

I was going to keep up with blogging, but I am just so unmotivated! I'm not motivated to do much lately, and it annoys me. I'm getting annoyed that it is exhausting to shower and get ready for the day. I'm wiped by the time I'm ready to leave the house. And I'm pretty low maintenance. Just the shower alone makes me feel like I need to sit down and rest. I'm annoyed that getting groceries is a major chore. I'm annoyed that I can't pick up something off the ground while holding Elaina anymore. I'm annoyed that I can't comfortably sleep on my back. Not that I did that anyway, but sometimes that's just how a person wants to lay. I'm annoyed that I'm so tired by the end of the day that I wish I was in bed by 8:00, but then I don't feel like I have any time to wind down after putting Elaina to bed and cleaning up and getting ready for tomorrow. Which is annoying. I'm annoyed that I don't have any jackets that fit and it's snowing outside right now and I have to figure out what to wear to church. I'm annoyed that I don't have any fall maternity clothes. Only summer or decidedly winter ones.
Ok fine. Things I'm not annoyed about:
1. I can still wear my wedding ring, which I had long ago taken off by this time last pregnancy.
2. I don't have 'fat face' yet.
3. I think I'm around 10 pounds lighter than last time.
4. I really am excited to have another baby and can't wait to hold her and dress her and snuggle her and nap with her and rock her.
5. I'm switching to my fall purse. That always makes me happy.
6. I just ate ice cream.
7. Even though it snowed today, the leaves are changing and I usually like Fall weather.
That's all I've got. I'm just annoyed in general right now. I couldn't end on a positive note, now could I?

OK I changed my mind. Here's a little video of one of Elaina's favorite things to do as of late. Sorry it's so dark. We didn't have enough lights on.

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